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Gatton being covered by red dust today. It started by 7am and I used lamp while working at 9am. The haze began in Sydney due to dust floating above ground caused by extream drought in the inland areas of NSW and in South of Australia. This is such an infrequent event. Wind speeds were expected to average over 65km/h, but there would be gusts in excess of 100 km/h. Fire alarms set off by the dust gets in, lead to asthma sufferers and other breathing problems, transport chaos and caused havoc in the city, international and domestic flights at Sydney Airport were delayed and had been diverted to Melbourne and Brisbane. I just stay at home and shut down every windows, wearing mask in the house as well.....a bit scary right now

Tetiba rasa sunyi jerk pulak...ada sesuatu yang kekurangan, kalau kat Malaysia dulu cukup benci kalau menjelang raya..bunyi MERCUN!!. Rindulah pulak bunyi mercun kepom kepam sana sini, kabuum sana kabooommm sini mengegarkan rumah. Kalau time balik naik ketapi atau drive sendiri pun ada gak bunyi mercun. Dimainkan budak2 lelaki kanak2 dewasa sambil drive atau sambil lepak di penyambung gerabak ketapi. Kadang2 join sama kalo abang bawak balik mercun besau2. Abang saya walaupun polis tapi berkepuk2 beli mercun ke anak jantan dia. Yang kat kampung pun sama, berkotak2 beli untuk anak2 dia..kononnya lah...tapi belah malamnya bapak yang main tak hengat dunia. Anak kecik baby tengah tidur pun tak peduli, sungguh kejam. Kalau kat Kg. Senor tu umah usahawan sawah tu lah paling hebat. Berdentam dentum meriam buluh..berbulu telinga dengar. Bila dah takder bunyi2an yang mengamatkan tu, rasa lain macam pulak..:) Oh raya di negara orang......

I like this one....creative and beautiful short film...

Kepada semua sahabat pengunjung, rakan taulan all muslim brothers and sisters in the world..Happy Eid 1430H * to Linda...I'm sorry I didn't have your photo :). SeLaMaT MenYaMbuT RaYa DipEraNtaUan JuGa....

After finished lab yesterday I followed my friends to Toowoomba Flower Festival 2009. The festival actually launch by 18th of Sept, so we were very advance in avoiding crowds :). The visit arrange by school and GISA "tak laku" and Daryl looks dissappointed..I did told him I've been there yesterday heheh! and of course better get free from official/education "bussiness" sometimes... Me playing with flowers..a.k.a playing with my new nikon SLR..absolutely exhilarated! Let's judge an amateur photographer in my brand new outlooks blog :) The flower blossoms..nice to see, nice to touch and nice to smell... gifts from almighty...a sources of life, most of them are edible and untoxicity spp..if only you have reason to chew Am die to bring this spp home...very nice, very beautiful, very.......without words.. I'm not sure the spp...but it has unique texture..cracks but still alive.. Yuu...huu...I'm here confusing by the colour Maple leaves and spring... The i...

Akhirnya jenazah Pak Sasa selamat diurus pada hari kemarin dulu..terlalu sibuk di makmal berkerja 10 jam sehari plus kerja2 menulis pula pada malam hari buat aku tak sempat ikut serta bagi memberikan support ke Risma. Alhamdulillah malam kemarin dulu baca Yassin selepas majlis buka puasa di rumah Budi, malam tadi bacaan doa dan Yassin di rumah Risma pula..akhirnya pecal dimasak juga (terima kasih banyak2 ke ibunya Risma). Tak sampai hati melupakan janji agaknya. Apa pun "Maya tak kisah..." :p lagipun tak bagus makan di rumah si mati. Tapi semalam kira dimaafkan sebab kebiasaan kami di sini selalu bawak masakan masing2 bagi menambah menu tuan rumah. Melainkan malam tadi aku tak sempat masak apa2 sb habis lab pukul 6 pm. Jenazah sebenarnya dimandikan di hospital, di tempat dan di dalam bilik di mana kami menziarah pada hari ke-2. Menurut Risma, pihak hospital menyediakan semua kemudahan termasuk tadahan air, sabun, tuala dll. Acara mengafan jenazah juga dibuat di situ. Solat je...

Tengahari kemarin aku, Zai dan Puan membantu menghantar dan menemani Risma dan keluarga ke Hospital Toowoomba untuk ziarah jenazah Pak Sasa (nama panggilan Pak Sarifuddin). Risma, ibu dan Aquila dibawa dengan kereta Zai manakala Puan dan Yusuff (suami Risma) dengan keretaku. Hampir sejam menunggu sebelum dibenarkan masuk menjenguk jenazah, ibu sekejap2 menangis...aku merasa simpati terhadapnya lalu aku terkenangkan ibuku sendiri. Bagaimana ya keadaan ma 24 tahun yang lalu sewaktu kematian abah? Aku tak ingat detik itu kerana aku masih kecil. Aku juga teringat cerita ibunya Risma sewaktu malam kematian.."waktu ibu tinggal berdua sama bapak, Risma bertiga keluar...ibu bilang ke bapak, aduh sunyi sekali pak...beginilah kita nanti di Makasar setelah tiada Aquila. Kita tinggal berdua aja nanti"..Nampaknya sekarang ibu bersendiri. Waktu berjalan aku lihat susuk ibu ini agak kecil, aku lihat kedut2 yang baru muncul di wajahnya. Aku kira umurnya hampir sebaya ibuku. Arwah Pak Sasa 61...

Waktu berbuka puasa kemarin my housemate gitau Risma ngajak berbuka puasa di rumah malam besok (mlm karang), kerana ibunya mau masakan pecal untuk kami (hatiku merasa kurang senang kerana pecal itu aku yg minta, tapi sebenarnya aku cuma bergurau dgn ibunya)...setelah berbuka Budi pula menjemput berbuka nasik lemak di rumahnya, dan sejurus selepas itu Anjas pula menghantar sms ngajak berbuka nasik kerabu biru di Skinner St..waahhh aku merasa sangat senang nih. Nampaknya semua idamanku bakal terhidang buat iftar besok :) Tiba-tiba, selepas beberapa minit azan isyak berkumandang di laptopku..my housemate Zai memanggil2 dgn cemas dari luar bilik, menerpa bilikku dan gitau ayahnya Risma sakit. Lalu aku terus capai sweater dan mengenakan tudung dan kami terus bergegas ke rumah no. 23. Sesampai saja aku nampak Pak Sarifuddin terbaring kaku di katil. Pucat, matanya terbuka sedikit, tangan dah disilangkan ke perut dan dadanya tiada ombak pernafasan langsung. Dalam hati aku berbisik "sepert...

Before I've decided to publish this post, am thinking of some consequences/issues may raise up. I'm sickening of people's eyes on my every moves, and am asking why others ok and why me is not ok? In other words, do you wanna tell me that be under the certain roof you should stay under the coconut shell and pretend to perform or function to the highest level? Oh pellleassseee...no body paying for my happiness. If its the safety issues...or if there somebody who really care for me...hey, I pay for my insurance ok? and I used my own money...is that clear? The most important thing is am using my weekend dude! If not, I was using my annual leave..ok?! Please don't say that certain people worrying me selling ideas or intelligences to other colleagues from other country...it's the most ridiculous reason I've ever heard. This is the lessons that you gain from your experiences. From travelling and knows others cultures and way of life are something that we can't lear...