Realme

Ahlan wasahlam... Akak rasa la kan, nak start blog something yg berfaedah lah untuk masa2 mendatang ni. Tengok, bahasa diri pun dah jadi "akak" kannn....selesa la pulak..maknanya terakuilah dah sangat matang ni hehehe... Rasa macam nak serius menulis topik ilmiah, berinformasi, menarik dan membina. Macam nak menulis buku pun ada rasanya. Nak kurangkan menulis isu2 peribadi dah pasni. InsyaAllah, bila paradigm dah berubah nanti tak perlu "menyorok" blog lagi. Mudah2an tercapai aspirasi akak nih :)

Syukur Alhamdulillah..there are always a solution to every single misery. Now dah dapat pengganti baru. See, bila kita ada ikhtiar semuanya pasti jaya..biarpun akak terpaksa beralah dengan situasi untuk cuma berapa bulan akan datang. InsyaAllah everything gonna be fine. Dan mari sama2 belajar dengan akak cemana nak operate pressure bomb nih..nanti nak guna untuk trial leaf water relation..eksperiment terakhir akak :) Layann.... Adios

Well, actually am going to confess my thought bout life….Phd student's life. Yess..wonder why not everybody can made it? So many anasir which may interrupt the process. We are an adult. We got other responsibilities to deal with. Yang mana ianya tak sama dengan the process when we were kids. Ke sekolah, kemudian ke universiti… We should have unusual extremely highly spirited dedication (??) and enormous efforts to do so. So many things happened around us that might distract. The common issue is, we need an inspiration. It could serve by our family, love ones and the rest whoever involves. If am not strong enough, I may not do it. And I’ve already sacrifice so many things before I came here, and now am nearly finish. Beside that, the core issues here are the management of money, living accommodation, advisors supporting and back home…the company. Now, am facing the similar interruption again and again. To be single, to be alone so many things we have to do by our self. It’s annoying...

Selamat pagi wahai sahabat.. Just to express my feeling for today. Pagi tadi sebaik akak melangkahkan kaki di pintu belakang bangunan ni..yang terletak betul2 di sisi lab bawah tu, akak terserempak pakcik technician ...memula heran juge naper pepagi dia dah tolak2 troli basah kat bawah tu. Ingatkan dia shifting apa2 mesin. You know what? Akak rasa guilty and sesangat uncomfortable, sebab bila akak tanya you buat apa sini pepagi ngan troli basah ni? Rupanya dia baru finished loaded akak nyer de-aerated water!! Waaaa....susah2 jer kan...so akak cakap you shouldn't do that, I can do it by my self and just plan to do so in this morning..uhuks! Terharu sungguhti. Dah la dia dah tua...hishi. Actually, sejak kejadian menangis air mata darah tempohari, nampaknya semua orang sanggup lakukan apa saja demi akak :p. Victor, pantang minta something terus beli..tak pakai duit allocation akak pulak tu..Heidi pun cakap jer nak apa, sudi buat dan2 tu jugak. Hmmm...so moralnya, mungkin kita ni kena ...

Sejak Netscape selalu buat hal pepagi bila nak launch internet connection, akak telah beralih selera ke Google Crome. Bukan ketinggalan zaman tapi kan komputer opis so tak berapa rajin or ada masa nak meng-install memacam. Tapi semenjak install Google Crome, akak tak akan berpaling lagi hahhaha...best gile menda ni..features and application dia sangat2 user friendly, widgets products pun cute belaka. Ni sebahagian appliacation yang sempat install pagi ni..Background pun tak jemu nak mandang dah..comey jer Ha, sesapa yang ada anak yang kecik2 kenit umur tak sampai 3 taun dah pandai godek komputer dan internet, macam anak2 buah akak tu..silalah install mendalah ni. Banyak untuk education pun ada..akak selaku student pun install lah google books, weather, thesaurus, pdf converter dan serba makneko lagi. Ni, kalau tak termampu nak kawal site apa yang anak2 kita dok skodeng bolehlah kita pakukan application ni kat dekstop internet launcher home PC kita tu. Ni akak pun baru tengok ni, caman...

Bush, Saddam, Hosni Mubarak, Muammar Gaddafi, Benazir Bhuto, Osama Laden, Radovan Karadzic, Shimon Peres, Obama, Najib, Anwar, Mahadhir..you name them!! All I hate about the politics and the world..these kind of person, these kind of rebellious, these kind of live. These kind of war. Stupid people that shouldn't born in this peace and beautiful planet. Including their people who though they are god, easily put other people to their death. And they are muslim. SHIIITTTT!! for all these un-civilized human being. Killed people, let peoples live in poverty, starvation, deforestation, painting the world's stream to the mud colours, dumping the rubbish everywhere.. What should we do to cure from these disgusting diseases???? Latest, Muammar Gaddafi: The death of another dictator http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2011/oct/20/muammar-gaddafi-dies-city-birth?

Hola! Como estas... Adik2 abang2 kakak2, mari ku bawa mengembara ke alam astabaleste sekijap. Ada kerja tapi bosan? Ada kerja tapi tak puas? Ada kerja tapi asek mengular? Ada kerja tapi asek cilok barang2 opis wat balik pakai kat umah? Ehe...jangan tak ngaku, ramai yang buat ni kan? Tadak kerja tapi malas? Tadak kerja tentunya tadak motivasi? Tadak kerja tapi melepak? Macam2 lah. Ni buka sini tengok apa pekerjaan mamat ni. Mencabar kan? But still interesting. Ai pandai ghukah dinding jerk. Tu pun takleh sampai puncak..ekhe khe Dah!! Pi wat kerja nu..jangan asek membelog jerk :p

What we have now is what we planned a very long time ago. I'm talking base on my own experiences. When I was a kid and still in primary school, I was always thinking of being somebody in the community, I want to pursue my study to the highest level in overseas, I will be married to a good and wealthy man and have a happy family, live in a beautiful mansion bla-bla....Lets the intro be in English, but I would like to keep my good skill of BM as my major language. Hidup ini adalah sebuah safari. safari atau kembara yang terkadang meriah, terkadang sepi. Acapkali berlari tapi tidak pernah lepas dari tersadung akar dan terpaut duri. Rebah, berdarah lalu sembuh dengan masa dan terus berkelana lagi. Walau kita dikelilingi senyum tawa, tangis nyanyi para pendamping semasa, namun kita tetap seorang individu. Individu yang lahirnya sendiri dan matinya kelak juga sendiri. Kita insan yang memikul amanah dan beban sendiri. Sebagai hamba dan khalifah pada yang Esa. Walau mungkin kedudukan kita...

Salam, pertama sekali, perasan ke tak? Tajuk entry selalu dalam english dan isinya caca marba campur2 english + melayu + bahasa ntahapa2. Takpa la...namanya "new media"..hahaha. Perasan entah bila, blog ku ini bertaraf media alaf baru. Penuh dengan cerita peribadi, jiwang crome dan sekali sekala gossips itu benar lah :). Ni, belum dapat inspirasi tuk mulakan pembikinan slide tuk kuliah jemputan esok petang. Co-ordinator dah minta by 8.30am esok. Haish! Malas betul, rasa nak touch-up slide mid-term review tempohari jer la.. compress kan ia dari 15 slides ke 5 slides. Lagi pun presentation mid-term tu dah cover 80% of my PhD projects. Sat lagi la kecutkan dia. Hehe...compress makna nya "kecut" kan? kan? Berbicara tentang "kecut". Satni baca Bajet 2012. Antara hal yang sangat menarik ni, umur pencen dah naik jadi 60 tahun. So total umur akak berkhidmat dengan badan berkanun jadi 36 tahun. Tolak 3 1/2 tahun berkelana ke Australia so jadi 32 1/2 tahun. Dan hak...

Baru jerk selesai eksperiment..yeaayyyy! Selepas mendemamkan diri malam tadi. Can't wait to submit ke SV then cecepat run for daun pula sebelum bulan Dec. Nak kejar masa sebelum dia bercuti panjang xmas sampai ke Jan. Kalau tak sapa nak ajar makcik operate pressure bomb tu kan. Cam biasa, sini Dec-Jan sekolah ibarat tutup, tinggal beberapa kerat staff yg terlebih rajin jer. Eh! belum habis experiments? Yer...sebab system my SV ni lain dari system org lain. Kami di bawah supervision beliau semua very organise. Sebelum kita mulakan kerja2 lab, kita wajib tulis pre-schedule dalam past tense dulu lengkap intro dan M&M. Dah lepas 2-3 kali saringan, dia dah lulus baru leh mula kerja. Dah mula kerja, setiap experiment at least kena ulang 2 kali. Untuk pastikan ianya re-producible. Dah siap kerja analysis semua data, generate segala grafs dan tambah dalam pre-schedule as results dan juga discussion, then jadilah sebuah chapter thesis atau manuscript journal paper. Sedia dikritik oleh p...

Gini lah ghupa akanq time mendedahkan aurat...cantik kannnn....agaggaa. Terpedaya dengan Mr. Superman lah ni..hehe

Freaking exhausted...currently am carrying 2 experiments in one time. Macam tak pernah pulak..Masa 1st year dulu lagi la 3 experiments sekaligus satu2 masa. But this final topic totally kill me, coz it involve huge amount of water consumption. I need to transfer 70 L water each time plus another 70 L autoclave batches. Autoclave bukan nak steril tapi nak de-aerated kan ia. That is the only way, atawa I need to boiled it pakai kendi lektrik bawak dari rumah. I need to speed up every thing since now is October and by end of this month I'll finish this bloody task and will never never never do it in my future and the rest of my life ever after. Sangat gagah perkasa kan? My best skarang tak berapa best friend, told me that I'm kind of person who manage to do whatever and complete my work to my best! Tahan banting. Demikian juga menurut my SV, hardworking and dedicated katanya...indeed, I'm killing my self..hmmmm. Kalau nampak sorang wanita comel dok tolak and tarik troly kat be...

Assalamualaikum Argggghhh...kan, bagi salam dulu sbelum nak tunjuk frust.. Frust sungguh krn tersilap manage Frust sungguh krn tidak mempergunakan masa lapang jadi masa emas Frust sungguh krn tak pandai ambik peluang Frust sungguh krn..... Ahh..pasti ada jalannya nanti Semoga dipermudahkan Allah segalanya