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1. Champervans I love travel, so I think campervan is the best and the most convenient, it combine all outdoor elements including vehicle, accommodation, kitchen and bath/wash room. Thinking of travelling from KL-PM takes about 6-9 hrs, champervan is the best solution. We may stopping by and picnic/camping along the way back especially if travel through  South China Sea (Terengganu) pesisir. While go for holiday, there will be no hustle, where to stay, how much money we gonna spend bla-bla-bla. I wish I could have it one day :)  2. Well..if I owned champervan I may no need to have a house?...but hey! I dream of having medium size and proper house with a combination of modern and traditional design. Half bricks and half wooden, but with tropical garden and water element, so that I have fish dancing around..plus swimming pool for sure :), well ventilated, nice to live and proud to see.. 3. Business outlet Am thinking of opening a res...

I feel so tired but can't stop working...I feel no one is trying to understand me and just leave me alone struggling with my life...all I do, I do it alone :(..I feel angry when others is trying to organise my work while am at the end route of my journey. Instead of arranging their issues well they mess my issues, while blame me and put burden on my shoulder. I feel so stress, last night I cant sleep...just fall asleep around 2.30 am and today my eyes swollen likes ball, red and sore. This business isn't as simple as writing blogs..I feel so lonely and astray on my own path. It affect me physically and I feel like crying..am so tired....no body around me to talk to, I have no shoulder next to me to lie on, no laps beside me to rest my head on :( ..I feel like run away from reality, cut off contacts with everybody..I wanna go to somewhere to have a quality rest. Doesn't want others to disturb or interrupt me..lets me settle my business alone...indeed, am u...

Just got back my chap 5 and I feel down...still lotsa things have to learn...uhuks! Its too hard to be scientist :,( I need a shoulder and ears....huaaaaggghh!!!!!!!!

Saya ingin berkongsi satu ilmu yang sgt menarik hari ini. Tentang HAARP. Apa tu? Its an HF Active Auroral Research Program. Teknologi yang dibangun pada dasarnya BAGI manipulasi cuaca dan iklim untuk kepentingan yang baik. TETAPI...lately ia telah dibangun sebagai military weapon. No more senjata biologi, no more anthrax dan no more terrorism. Sedarkah kita banyak bencana alam dan malapetaka dunia kebelakangan ini seperti tsunami Japan 2011, tornados, hailstorm dan massive earthquake adalah hasil eksperimentasi2 HAARP. Banyak orang dimomok kan dengan UFO apabila terdapat kesan corak2 aneh dil ladang. Kita juga percaya kiamat telah dekat, akibat banyaknya bencana alam ini. Tak nafikan kiamat kian dekat..tapi bukan sahaja fenomena alam petanda utamanya, tapi fenemona behaviour manusia yang semakin pincang juga..tak nak ulas isu ni di sini. Berbalik pada topik HAARP. Sejauh mana kebenarannya? Tsunami Japan was believed triggered by Rusia to cut down their world trade enemy. T...

Assalamualaikum cinta! Hooyeah!...baru  siap Chapter 2, nak baca sekali round lagi sebelum submit :)..so tinggal 2 chapter lagi yaktu General Introduction & General Discussion..simple jerk 2 chaps tu..sekitar 3-5 pages jer setiap satu..Alhamdulillah..So bolehlah balik berconference dan bercuti melepas lelah buat sementara. Bercakap ttg conference, tadi pagi receive email suruh pilih destinasi untuk technical tour. Ada 6 lokasi kesemuanya; (1) MAS Cargo+Agriculture Heritage Park+Putrajaya Agricultural Conservatory Park+Universiti Putra Malaysia (2) Malaysia Agriculture Research and Development Institute (MARDI)+Phytosanitary Quarantine Centre, Department of Agriculture+Agriculture Heritage Park+Putrajaya (3) Agro Park, Sg Udang, Malacca+Malacca City sightseeing (4) Vegetable farm & Sugar cane farm+Kuala Lumpur Craft Complex (5) Berjaya Hills+Heliconia garden+Royal Selangor Pewter Visitor Centre+Kuala Lumpur Craft Complex Hurmm......

It is disgusting when the so called advisor but not an advisor in the real situation. Its more disgust when the so called advisor who hold the account for our RHD allocation controlling our use of money even we not going to finish it or when its nearly the time for account closing or even we need it for overseas travel since we not gonna use it for any other particular research because we are finishing. But it huge disgust when the so called advisor used our allocation to buy new PC or stationary for his own use while he got his own teaching allocation, the so called advisor give away his currently used PC for the new student after emptying everything in it, who precisely not gonna use any penny because she is in the 1st year, just arrive, have no PC and will spend her whole 1st year only for literature review writing, that of course not gonna use even single cent! Gosh! I have no respect for such kind of education personel, my friends also have no respect towards that so ca...

Assalamualaikum, Sebelum mula bersatu lagi dengan penulisan thesis, pagi saya mulakan dengan penulisan santai dan bersahaja di ruangan kecil tapi luas ini. Sekadar mencoret cerita pengalaman suka duka kehidupan kini sebagai pelajar PhD di bumi kanggaroo. Setiap pagi berkereta ke kampus saya sentiasa terpesona dengan keindahan langit Gatton yang membiru, sekali sekala dihiasi kumpulan awan tebal atau garisan awan nipis berombak atau sekata. Setiap kali panorama langit sini mengamit keinginan saya untuk merakam di lensa dslr. Permukaan daratan yang dihiasi tanaman kontang hasil pertanian, produk tempatan yang dimakan sehari-hari seperti keledek, jagung, tembikai madu/merah, labu, bawang dan sebagainya. Setiap kali memandu pergi pulang sebaik matahari menjengah dan setelah matahari berlabuh, ketenangan jalan raya akan melekakan saya, fikiran akan sentiasa mengembara jauh ke masa2 lalu. Masa2 lalu yang membawa saya kini berhijrah ke sini. Perjalanan hidup dan kerjaya yang tidak berapa ge...

Hehe...comel badak purple ni joget, tp kurang menghibur... Yang SOLJAR  lebih menghibur, sebab sepanjang pagi ai gelak depan PC tengok hahhaha...banyak tul yang lawak dan kebodohan melampau terselah zaman ni :p

Wah sangat bz this week siapkan tokok tambah Chapter 2 Lit Rev, skang tinggal revising the whole chap again sebab sudah terlebih pages harus dibuang mana2 topic yang kurang relevan. Actually saya sedang ternanti2 email dr Victor kalo2 dia mau include saya dlm team volunteer Sunflower Competition next Tuesday..Manager School, Tim dah terima dan suruh beliau tu masukkan my name dlm mail list group tu..Errmm tak tau la plak kalo dia "buat2" lupa/tak tau email add/tak dpt cari saya..biasanye gitulah...walhal duk se-floor, telepon ada dan saya seharian kat opis sepanjang minggu..selalu jer lalu lalang dpn opis dia yang terbuka luas...hurmm as usual, sombong le teww muahaha...tak pesal2 buat ketupat basi kat sini ei :p, huh! tanak sudah! hahaha Then, hey! today we had tupperware party after mini seminar group research buah2an..means Daryl pasni dah tak buat pasal cut flower lagi, me and 1 other friend lah penamatnya :(. As usual my home-made Asian dish haruslah jadi rebutan...

Rest sat dari menulis dan menelaah journal..kepala tengah buntu, mari kita update blog pula :) Actually betis dan paha cramp rini coz semalam walked and jog dari rumah ke Lake Apex sekitar 4 km. Dari rumah ke sana around 25 min, pastu ronda tasik 3 round selama kurang lebih 1 jam. Tengahari lepas zuhur rendek ke Toowoomba plak with Kamani..hehe alang2 dah jog ngan dia, terus ajak dia rendek..dan2 dia mau, padahal katanya nak basuh baju, masak dan buat apa2 yang patut kat umah..so tinggal lah husband dan anak kat umah hahaha...bijak sungguh I mempengaruhi dia kan? Pengaruh rakan sebaya..Anyway, dia tader kawan lain pun kat sini..jarang outing soping2...nanti mau soping boots katanya, maybe saya bawa dia ke DFO bersama Ursula next time :) Sebelum ke TWB sempat masak seafood lasagne dulu..ermm seharian semalam makan lasagne jerk..resepi? nantilah senang2 post kat Foodaholics..lama benar tak update dan jengah restaurant tu So campur jalan2 di TWB adalah sekiatr 10 km kot exer...

Assalamualaikum Oakai...sebelum bersatu jiwa raga dengan journal2 dan dokumen thesis, saya nak share sesuatu. Kurang lebih 6 minggu lagi nak balik KL kan..coz nak present serba sedikit sedutan dari 1 topic of my work kat International Postharvest Symposium 2012 di PWTC. Bukan nak cerita pasal symposium tu...tunggu 2 bulan lagi update heee.. Ini nak cerita proses2 memohon dana ke arah itu..Orang lain dah master sebab dah berkali2 travel tapi I baru sekali nak travel..huu sib baik ada peluang juga, Alhamdulillah. Ritu mohon nak gi NZ tak dikasi, sempat berjebek mulut dan memerah mata sat hahaha * Big girl doesn't cry (sehingga kali terakhir perihal symposium ni, rasanya kurang lebih 3-4 kali this big girl cried depan Daryl :P) Memula cam biasa apply travel grant dari school or uni..3 kali setaun dibuka, since my last application in 2nd round tak berjaya sebab banyak sangat competition dan the 3rd round baru buka semalam (buang masa jer nak apply lagi)..this travel ditaj...

My sarcasm points: Ye, lelaki tak kawin sebab (1) Masalah kewangan -----------> duit simpan nak beli sport rim, modified kereta, dslr, advance gadgets, melabur forex dll muahaha (2) Tiada calon sesuai ------------> sebab yang dok ada dia tolak mentah2 dengan infinite alasan tak masuk akal, tp dok puja Lisa Surihani et al...suka bermimpi..muahahha (3) Kerjaya -----------> padahal dah kawen pun, isteri tetap share sumber kewangan keluarga, hampir tiada isteri surirumah sepenuhmasa (4) Selesa hidup membujang --------------> dgn erti kata lain, boys will always be boys dan kurang gemar memegang tanggungjawab aka tidak suka orang lain interfere their life* bz body nak menentukan masa depan dia rungutnya...rujuk movie "About a boy" lakonan Hugh Grant Ye, perempuan pun lambat kawen sebab (1) Masalah kewangan -----------> Sebab kalo kenduri kena keluar modal sendiri (2) Tiada calon sesuai ------------> Dah semua lelaki dok nak Lisa Surihani et al....

Biggest loser Australia malam tadi very inspiring, imagine ada yg loose weight hingga > 60 kg! Dan2 tu jugak saya renung diri sendiri, sejak berat minimum 56 kg last year, sekarang dah naik balik ke 60 kg, woohh....sangat frust! Semua ni gara2 sudah tak banyak bergerak coz most of my time skrg tercongok depan PC jer..writting  phase katanye...Jeans yag hari tu dah cun2 je lekat kat badan dah sendat balik..sigh! Tapi semalam ada org kata am soooo young! * bila Guta told him that am finishing my PhD....Yes, I am!..am 25 years old...muahaha! Kok  banyak yg bilang gue muda ya?? Bisa jadi cougar lah :p So, bermula last Monday, saya keluar brisk walk dan jogging ke Lake Apex bersama Kamani. Ingat nak buat hari2 tapi postpone la sampai next Sunday. Tak berapa berani jalan sengsorang area Gatton takut races  harassment kononnya, plus takut kena kejar/barking dek anjing.. Last time ada la satu anjing barking berlari2 dia ke pagar, sib baik pagar umahnya bertutup. Then beberap...

Last weekend QLD cuti panjang, 3 hari jer :)..Wonder why am forgot that Monday was actually off day as well coz labour day was on the 5th..otherwise I was just stayed at Ursula's place and having more fun..sigh! So, as planned for a month ago, seems that am still got childish imaginary in my soul..(don't be so bored). So, we went for marvel Avengers at South Bank, Cineplex. The only cinema offer cheap price for tickets i.e. $6.50 for students and $8.50 for adults. Ursula, her husband Mat and I were having such a great movie show ever. I did love Avengers. Since, we were watching 2D, Ursula said 3D will make her dizzy..so I think I can afford to watch it again and I'll go for 3D next..ngeee. After the show Mat left and lets me and Ursula having our girl's outing as usual. I bet none of my other married girl friends dare to waste their times just to hang out with other single girls (again..don't be so bored...otherwise you will regret for the entire life..muehehe)...

Assalamualaikum chenta! Tak jawab berdosa..:p ERmm...tak sabar nak tunggu esok.. Baiklah, korang datang sini musti nak tau cerita akak kan? Muahahaa Sebenarnya takder apa cerita sangat nak dicerita sebab takder cerita..hiii, cuma sekarang sudah malas nak bangun pepagi biarlah rejeki dipagut ayam pun. Sebab tu lah selalu masuk office lambat skang ni. Maklum ler org solo, bukan ada anak pinak nak diurus, bukan ada laki nak diurus..:P. Alangkah baik rasanya kalau bangun pepagi gi jalan ke jogging ke dapat lah mengentalkan apa yang dah tak kental sejak tua2 ni kan? Ermm...tapi malas mengatasi segalanya. Biarpun suasana habitat sekarang tak sesyahdu yang dulu masa tinggal bersama ma time dia ada sini..bangun pepagi dialuni musik alam kicauan beburung, tidur malam pun diulit sahutan ungas bermimpi. Tapi sekarang bak hidup di Calcutta dan Jakarta..:(. Jam 4 pg dah dikejutkan bunyi bising jiran atas hempas2 tolak2 pintu, tak sempat BB nak laungkan azan subuh..hingar bingar enjin kender...

Siapa MOHD. RAFIZI RAMLI ni? Saya suka la beliau... Eh kita sebaya lah..dah kawin belum? Muahahhaa Mudah2n terus istiqomah :)

Sudah Bulan Mei...yuhuu! Membilang hari mau balik KL...tetiba jerk terasa nak makan KFC padahal bukan suka sangat pun, McD lagi best apa..pastu tingin nak makan kat Seoul Garden, haish memacam lar...kat sini kalau nak makan luar tak banyak choice balik2 nandos, kebab, nandos..sekali sekala gi restorant malaysia/indonesia.. SABAR Wii! Sejak bila plak jadi blog hiburan neh? Muahaahaha...tak kesah lah. Cuma kagum ngan citer chenta mereka, byk halangan banyak gossip, banyak segala lah...tapi ermm, kalau dah memang jodoh tak kemana :) Cantik plak video dorang..McKak kamu buatlah video ala2 story cenggini nanti. Jejai tu macam Wan Zuraidi pun ye gak..hihi..