Melancholy

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Last night in my dream
I saw him somewhere
Called my name and asked me for return
The voice that I missed for so long
To shower me with love and passion once again

But, I turned away
Left him without words
The sorrow mirrored in my face
I wiped with my little palm
I couldn’t let it hurts me again
And I suddenly woke up
The dream became faded

While laid on my bed
My body was freezing, cold.. everywhere
My mind was flew again
Why? Why did I had a dream of him
He’s not in my heart anymore
He’s not even there for me, in my life

I felt tears on my cheek
Uh! Am I cried? But why….?
I’ve no tears for him for so long
I’ve no memories on him for too long
This is a mistake, it shouldn’t be like this
My happiness is not him

He never saw me
What he saw was just a mistake
Just memories that should be kept
Only in mind as statue of love
He never did what his heart was believed
He continuously blamed me
For the only mistake I had
To love him without circumstances

Now, I owed nothing
I gain my happiness from somewhere else…

Comments

N.C.H said…
forget the past..looking for the new life and love..he is not worth it for your loyal..promise that u will never turning back to your sorrow memory..cheers!
Mon Aug 10, 01:52:00 pm 2009
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