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I don't know why? Many of my friends always compare themselves with me..in term of I am doing PhD and they don't, my work progress faster and they are slower, I got better and higher paid job and they don't bla2x.. So now, am talking about the no. 2 issue. Is my work progress well now? Yes! I could proudly said that I am..okay kelu lidah lah nak cakap manglish banyak2 kat sini :p Mereka kata sebab saya single so saya punya banyak masa..walhal limit masa masing2 sama saja 3-4 tahun. Alasan? Sebab bersuami maka BANYAK masa mereka harus wajib ditumpukan pada rumah tangga BUKAN PhD..okay I'm gonna ask 1 Q...the priority we are here is to get our PhD...no matter what. Kalau ikut boss saya, awak sibuk bercinta ke, sibuk berbaby ke that is shouldn't be an excused. Because according to her, that's your personal life..yes! Buat pertama kalinya saya sangat BERSETUJU dengan beliau :D Pasal apa? To me...there is 2 type of love. One can bring you forward, open your eyes and ...

Masuk opis, check email..dapat email kena bebel ngan Daryl...haha atoi...dah la makcik demam, sakit tekak dan flu dan kepala pusing2 *toing2 Sebenarnya tak paham apa maksud dia dlm komen abstract semalam...dia tak explain detail or aku yang blur..maklumla pale tgh pening2 lalat akibat berjangkit virus influenza ngan housemate ler..hmmm Makanya hari ni berkilas cari vit C 1000..bekalan yang dok ada sudah dihabiskan bonda tercinta. Mahal pulak tu time wit tgh kering nih..semua kena berkira. Time wit ada membazir jerk..haish! Okeng mau calm down seketika dan fahami balik apa komen dan maunya beliau :p Tapi rasa macam otak takleh nak berfungsi pula nih :(

Assalamualaikum cinta2 ku... Makkk...takutnya....frenkly speakong, this is my actual 1st time of presenting paper internationally. Dolu International Rubber Research Conference audiences nya walaupon from all the continent in the globe tapi sumer kengkawan getah..saya ada ramai peminat tempatan dan bukan tempatan ekekekek Tapi ini, waloupun ket Keyel...tapi nampak tak list kat email kat bawah tu? They are all from all over the globe including Aust, Canada, UK etc...tapi they are all not my pren....aaarrggghhhh ketar lutut makcik! And am the only Malay in that session....arrgghhhh ketar lagik :/ Hmm...InsyaAllah I can do it! Now I've to prepare my slide for final thesis review another 2 weeks..kali ni bukan meeting tertutup lagi tapi dalam dewan kuliah with audiences as well...silalah reramai datang sokong akak, sokong moral pun cukup ler hiks! Cau cin cau! Wassalam...

Okay I just having meeting with advisor mithali Daryl..bincang semua issues including thesis, final thesis review, extension, papers etc... So, dah jelas kawan nya itu tdk mau apa2 "ganjaran" kerana menolong review my thesis, so kita offer dia as an author for the journals..great! Am happy now that my writing can at least progress. Now he already half way through, so will work on the next chapter pula...syukur ya Allah... Berita tak gumbira, travel grant application tak berjaya, tapi I can still go for the conference using RHD allocation money and half of it will be from former CNF's money...Alhamdulillah..plus I can reduce the total estimated value coz MAS offer 15% off for the tix and I can also using my government entitlement to get lower price for hotel room in KL...hmmm. Sayang kalo tak gi sebab dah diterima for oral...siapa tau nanti leh intai2 calon?! Muahahahaha...sengal Baxter mintak gi Canada pun tak dapat...entah apa criterion dia, katanya if our advisor tdk me...

Assalamualaikum cinta2 ku.. Ok..pertama2nya, di pagi hari yang hening ini, daku untuk ke sekian kalinya datang berkhalwat di office. Tiada sesiapa lagi di sini. Tak kala aku membuka email di pagi ini...ahhh penat kecek gini, kecek po kalo lah.. Okay, sebenarnya sy sedang diselubungi tanda tanya. Dalam pada sy dok risau dan sedikit tensi dgn endah tak endah para advisor baru sy itew..email sy tak dilayan, documents saya hantar tidak dibaca malah tidak didownload pun!!!!! Menciiiiiiii.....Cuma Daryl kesayanganku sa-orang yang sgt dedikasi sejak mula dan kini..sehingga semalam saya terpaksa bertegas minta mereka buat review sb nak submit by 2nd April..pastu siap cakap my thesis and papers need to be effectively reviewed! Siap kasi tarikh2 dan minta mereka block tarikh untuk meeting dan due date segala...Haaa...very the demanding makcik...macam nko pulak professor kannn? Haahaha... Tetiba Daryl meminta sy menghantar chapters thesis kepada seseorang dari luar UQ, dr NSW Dept of Primary Indu...

Time bosan2 takder idea untuk writing mula terimbas kenangan lalu..hiiii. Bangunan pun sunyi sepi, tak tau kenapa semua org sudah balik awal. Bilik office ni lagi lah, cuma ai sorang jadi penghuni tetap 7 days a week. Tetiba teringat zaman menulis thesis MSc dulu. Kalau bosan2 pergi pekena satay Kajang tak pun dating kat Tasik Cempaka. Gi UKM jarang2 jer time submit draft jer. Pastu kalau terover boring lari balik kampung refresh. Tapi sekarang.....hanya mampu di sini di sini dan di sini saja...Semalam Guta lecturer sini asal Ethiopia tanya, apa perasaan dok sini suka atau tak? Hummm..ai jawab not really. Pasal apa tanya dia lagi sambil menambah "feel lonely?" Yup! Exactly..I cakap I prefer to be with family, you got your family here and your salary is higher here isn't it? Ya..kata dia and I can go back every year. Dia dah 16 tahun di sini, buat PhD sezaman dengan Pak Karyudi dulu..kawan baik katanya. Well, Ursula pun kemarin ajak ke rumah dia di Brisbane, dia dah pinda...

Assalamualaikum cinta! Semangat membara untuk memulakan revising next chapter, Chapter 4! Yes..part of it akan dipresent di conference as an oral presentation..yippii! Setakat ni takder lagi kawan2 sini present oral di International Conference..rata2 poster..except sorang tu. Kamani pernah tapi in Australia..Hee harus percaya akan kemampuan diri sendiri..Tak salah memotivasikan diri, bukannya mendabik dada.hehe Tapi, sebenarnya oral lebih tricky dari poster, sebab bila dah dipresent di mana2 bermakna paper tu dah tak valid untuk dipublish di mana2 peer reading journal. Oral kita kena expose lebih banyak info compared to poster. Poster simple jer dan tepek2 kat wall, untung ada org nak baca dan tanya memacam ter-expose lah, kalau tidak jadi gambar bisu di situ. Tapi oral akan buka broader view..hiii...bererti kena pandai olah content ni nanti. Takpe, Daryl ada sedia membantu bila2 masa. Nantikan application travel grant lulus ke tak jer..4 hari lagi resultnya..mudah2an lulus...aminnn. ...